My Thoughts of Dinosaur Family

Do you know what is the meaning of Dinosaur? Then do you know why dinosaur are named Dinosaur? The meaning of dino is fierce and the meaning of saurus is lizard. So a dinosaur is a fierce lizard...Cool right? Why I named myself baby dinosaur is because i am a crying dinosaur even though at times I might be very fierce...

I don't know why I can cry easily nowadays. I am easily touched and hurt too. How can I be strong like my family dinosaur. Each of them has their very own special and unique characteristics. I just hope I can developed one... ...

My grandma dinosaur is a person who like to joke and artistic...her feelings are easily hurt also but she can smile and go through all the tips and bits that blows her off. I admired her toughness and she can deal very well in a situation that does not favour her. This is my ah ma dinosaur.

My mama dinosaur is a smart, cool, responsible, strong, tough, crazy and... (can't finish describing her). She is there whenever I need her. She is ready to give me advices. She is helpful when I ask her for help. She has leadership so everyone in school would listen to what ahe said. That is her. Although all the jobs and tasks busied her but she never delayed all her jobs instead she did it 99.9% up to 100% perfect. I admired her in my ways, the way she talk, the way she deliver her speech, the way she thought, the way she act and the way she smile. She can be serious in her work while on the other hand she can joke crazily when her work is off. To me she is perfect. One more thing is she is good at planning something and she knows how is she going to work out something perfectly.

Next is my cousin dinosaur. She is cute, smart, and artistic. She often faces tough situation cooly. She has wonderful thoughts and drawings. But sometimes I felt as if I am not not part of them. They are way better than me in everything. I am just so different from them. Another thing is she is a positive thinker. She likes to joke too. She is also very friendly. Her smiles makes people remember her. But wait! Don't misunderstand something. We are good friends.

Then is my Da Jie dinosaur. The first thing i would say is she is blur...but she is smart. Smart at dealing with different situation. Lame at times. Cute in front of others. And smart dealing with problems... I would say she is kind-hearted and forgiveful. She is always very steady no matter in what kind of situation. And she is systematic in doing everyting. Her lame joke often makes people laugh! HAHAHA...

Er Jie dinosaur is the coolest dinosaur ever. She hardly frown even if the earth is going to burst. But at times she can be volcanic eruption. I like her cool act. She can handle any situation...I just love her toughness... She is also very lame at times... especially with ah ma dinosaur... Hahaha...

All I can say is I love everyone of you. You all makes a difference in my life, Thank you.

stars that only glow

Have you ever seen a star? Very clearly? How does the star looks like? Is it pretty, nice or wonderful? I am one of a star lover. Although i do not really know much about star but i love to look at star till i fall asleep.
When i lie down on the field, breathing the fresh air at night, looking up the sky, there the stars appear!They turned themselves into bright yellow colour and sparkle in the dark night. The seem to be having fun in the dark sky.They glow bightly in the dark night and brought us joy! They gather around singing,dancing, talking and pillow fighting!!! hahaha..unbelievable? But then, i saw another star glow from a distance from the cluster of sparkling stars...so i approach that little star.This is our conversation...
Me: Hi!
Star:(the star said it softly) Hi.
Me: Wow, you have a different colour compared to the others. You are blue!
Star: (kept quiet)
Me: Why are you looking so sad?
Star: Nothing. (tears are rolling down)
Me: You can share your problem with me. Don't keep everthing in your heart.I am willing to listen to you.
Star: Really? You really want to be friends with me?
Me: Of course! Now tell me why are you sad and why are you not joining them (the sparkling stars) dancing and singing?
Star: Don't you find me ugly? I am deep blue colour whereas the others are bright yellow. Why am i blue in colour! Its so ugly! ugly... ...
Me: Blue is not ugly. You are born blue and you should appreciate it. You are different from them and that is why you are special! You are born to be special! I meant, look at me, I am a human, different from you too. I am special in my own way too. You too can be special in your own way.
Star: But no one wants to be my friends...(crying)
Me: Are you seeing me as transparent or what? (In a joking way)
Star: No!!! No!!NO!!! Please don't misunderstand me...I meant no stars want to be my friend.
Me: Why?
Star: They think i am ugly. My granny told me that stars are actually born to be bright yellow but there is something wrong in myself that actually turn me into blue in colour. I hated the most when night falls because this is when all the stars will play their part - shining in the sky. I do not shine but i only glow! This is why the other stars started to tease me. Thinking i am some monster or disease... My only place to hide is in the morning so i hope the dawn quickly come.
Me: Hmm... I see. But look at the bright side...
Star: Bright side? Where? I wanted to hide inside...
Me: NO, i meant think in a positive way.
Star: O.o
Me: Do you really think that you are ugly? Try to think positively...
Star: Actually.. not really. I think blue is nice but stars normally are...
Me: That is right! You think blue suits you! Don't ever bother about what the other says. You are yourself. They don't have the right to say you are ugly.
Star: But... I am still not very convinced. When I come out at night, I can hardly be notice because the sky are dark and I am blue so I does not really 'shown' in the sky.
Me: But I noticed you. Although you does not sparkle like what other does, but you glow. Aren't you try your very best to proof your existence? You tried, right?
Star: Ya! I've tried my very best. But there is also another problem...
Me: Speak out.
Star: Star normally have 5 vertices but I only have 4...So am I weird?
Me: Weird?!! HAHAHA...I named it as special again! All you need is confident. Believe in yourself and as long as you think you are not weird then you are not!
Star: But how come you think is special? I don't understand...(looked confused)
Me: Do you know that we have a religion know as christian? They have a 'cross' symbol which symbolizes christian. That is why i think you are special...
Star: I still don't get it...
Me: Just imagine the 'cross' has 4 vertices, and you also have 4 vertices... ... get it?
Star: Got it! thanks a lot! I feel better now.
Me: (smile)
Star: Have you ever have a close look of a star? Do you know stars are actually stones on Earth? Shapeless and ugly..
Me: No. I know stars are actually stones but when it shines in the sky it gives me hope, peace and tranquility...
Star: Hmm...human...I got to go...and thanks a lot for sharing your time with me...bye bye...
Me: Wait! How can i find you the next time....

Kring!!!!! Uh! What is that! I opened my eyes...its Sunday morning. I dreamt about star yesterday! But how do i communicate with it???weird...Haha
Sometimes, 'the star' can just be anyone and they are lacking of confeident thus dare not to show their talent. But once you gave them confident, they still will shine brightly in the dark dark sky... ^.^

Little Paradise

After SPM, i feel like 'yes! exams is over and i gonna start a very new life!' that kind of feelings. My friends used to say my blog is lame and i really think it is lame...
Okay, lets talk about other stuff... After SPM, should i work? This question keeps on troubling me...If I am not working, I felt boring at home. But if I work, I might take some leaves in a week because I have this appointment and that appointment and so on. At that time, i might really get fired... Hahaha... All i can do now is reading. I borrowed some of the books from my cousin but sad to say I FINISHED IT TOO FAST. I had a finished a book called 《小天堂》。

It is actually a Mandarin novel and is very interesting.

故事里有一个叫绿薏的小女孩。这个女孩被形容像公主般地被爸爸呵护着，而且还有上网的习惯。她在网上认识不少网友，其中最要好的就是海蓝。绿薏不知道他到底是男生还是女生，但是从他的笔名来看，绿薏猜想他是个男生。海蓝在绿薏伤心难过的时候，给了她不少的鼓励和劝告，才能让绿薏从新振作起来。就这样绿薏每晚也会定时和海蓝联络。但有时候，当他们也联络不上对方时，他们会再MSN留言，好让对方知道她昨晚在等待着他。同时，绿意也很好奇为什么他会叫海蓝。

假期就要开始了，绿薏也答应橙汁舅舅到她的民宿去打工。前一个晚上， 海蓝寄了一张海边的风景给绿薏，但绿薏睡着了。所以第二天早上才看到那张风景。原来那张风景就是，橙汁舅舅民宿外的海边。咔咔村也在那里的附近。这一次绿薏到橙汁舅舅那里是要完成一项任务。究竟是什么任务，在这里我就卖个馆子。读了那本书后，记得也要和我分享你的感受。
接下来，我要读的小说是许友彬的55年。哈哈，我很期待他的故事会有怎么样的发展呢？